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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

If what is written for me is the best for u,
i'll make you my most beautiful memory in my life.
Although it'll not be easy for me to leave behind my past,
which have eternity engraved, as the the most beautiful memory.

Bila yang tertulis untuk ku adalah yang terbaik untuk mu,
akan ku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku.
Namun tak kan mudah bagi untuk meningalkan jejak hidupku,
Yang telah terukir abadi, sebagai kenangan yang terindah.

It's the most painful feeling to lose someone. Flames to dust, lovers to friends.
Knowing a separation is the best answer, for i am not able to provide what she needs and what i can provide are not what she needs. Life needs to go on, time can't stop ticking, and i wish her all the best. May things go smoothly for u and me. A breakdown is something i need to evade.A cry, is all i can afford. For good, or others, it may be the best answers....

Look inside your heart, there'll be a hero standing by u. Dont's give up a dream, though it's hard to follow. Things are coming to sense, and i need to be aware of my surroundings. Feeling of despair, lost of hope are nonsense. The future is yours to construct...

Ku telah mati, dan tingalkan, cara hidup ku yang lama.
Semuanya sia sia dan tak berarti lagi.
(I left the way that i use to live, to die. Everything is put to waste and meaningless now.)

Love
Julius




5:57 AM

Saturday, February 24, 2007

as time qoes by, thinqs chanqes.. th jack is no lonqer what they used to be.. th bonds/chemistry is no lonqer there.. siqh..

even thouqh no matter how hard we tried, it just seems so outta place.. we werent what we used to be.. just liked pieces of puzzles that cannot be fitted toqether.. conflicts& whatsoever..

im sick of all these.. perhaps th jack is indeed collapsinq.. till next time..



siqn off,
alan =]




5:20 PM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Hey hey!!!! Chinese New Year's over!!! Cool eh, in a blink, we are one month and 22 days into the year. I shall then wish everyone a Happy and prosperous new year and may your wishes be realized.
Chinese new year for me was fine. Went back Jakarta and celebrated it wif fams. Well but i wished i could spend it here in Singapore, wif frenz and etc... Haha, because of that i kind of missed lots of things in school. First, Chem practical! Shit, it means that i get to practice less for my O's!!!! Fine, nvm. Then second, my english orals. Though it's not da real one, but i heard it's counted as part of our prelims!!! Lol... I'm gonna ask teacher tmr for me to be tested. I dun wan an AB in the report! Hahaha...
Well, This couple of months i started to like the non schooling days, and i really have a problem adjusting back to the schooling life... Hehe... (enjoyed too much in indo) It's a must for me to drift out of this state and think bout the O's. I must score below 18!!!! Yeah... Haha..
Next on the agenda is for the jacks. Plz plz plz keep this blog alive, i recieved complains frm someone tat the blog is dead. ZZzz.... And ya, stop the internal conflicts and hang out like wat we used to ok.. Love you guys lots... And we should go out some days when we're free. JACK's outing is missed many times. So plz, ppl, Make sometime! haha... Of course, we should study together man. Help each other, and of course, i need lots of help. I've been passing my chem due to aboslute, 100% Luck!!!! arrrr.....
ZZzz... i forget wat i wan type le. lol!!!! nvm then. I'll end it here first. Haha...
Love,
Julzz




5:24 AM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

o2.o2.o7

hello ppl! liked so finally th sonq is back eh?! ive been chanqinq& uploadinq for a few times as chris claimed that he couldnt listen to th bloqsonq when he came to jack's bloq.. roflmao..

shant rant much as what happened was already post by julius in th previous.. so this is what we called pictures speak louder than words!

much loves ppl.. pls pls continue to makw this bloq alive xD











siqn off,
alan =]




12:47 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

Hihi every one... Wow, a new way to log in, sure its more complicated. Nvm, nice song by Mariah Carey, Hero.. Lol... After the Adam Khoo's thingy we sort of like become mad bout this song, singing it to the ppl during our trip to Handicapped Welfare Association, and now, as a blog song. Very nice lyrics, very motivational indeed. Haha.. Why izzit only 2 out of the 4 personnel blog here wor??!! Haiz... so it's half dead. Haha.. Chris have probs signing in, but not sure bout Karol.. Lol... Chinese new year coming le, but i'm a little dissapointed... I'm going back Indo on the 15th, and ya... Haha.. I'm gonna miss someone on that period... Hehe.. Oh ya, during our bowling trip which i will not disclose when izzit, something stupd happened. Alan sprained his back, and he still go on playing, ignoring the cons. Lol!! Being at an advantageos position, i decided to try curling the ball... But guess wat, no matter how many times i tried, i failed. What makes matters worse, Alan's score is multiplying fast.. I and nana then decided to play for real, but i guess it was Alan's day, lol! He got a strike in the last round, smoking us behind, dumbfounded. Of course we have to accept the fact, and the final score are:70(A), 59(J&C). Ya. I drew wif chris. Lol!!! Leave tat behind, Something is more important. I read the newspaper today, and what, the issue of global warming seems to be real hot eh. Few pages off the "WORLD" aretalking bout it. It have been affecting many ppl world-wide. It states that one day, ski resorts could be seen without any snow, imagine ppl skiing on grass patch... no comment... This problem should indeed be Highlighted long ago since before even i was born.. The environment belong to all of us, and i strongly feel that all of us have to play a role in maintaining or conserving, protecting the environment, bla bla bla.. The situation have rised at an alarming rate. Maybe ten or twenty years down the row, natural habitat tat we see now, may dissapear from our sight for life. And it will be too late to regret. I'm nottrying to be conservative and live like a caveman. lol! Just saying tat we should cherish the present, before it's too late. A second jus ticked past, and now another. Well, we're not going to experience the moment that have just passed again... LOl... i wonder why i type this out. zzzZZZ... i'll stop now then...
Love
Julius




7:00 PM