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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Hey!!!! the blog's so silence, haha... Bie lai wu yang bah?? Ok, by demand of Alan, i shall blog.

Hmm, start with the international friendship issue! Well, today's the big day, first day performing to the crowd, and we started off with the upper secs. Gosh, i was so darn hell nervous just before the entrance scene, and i was shivering! Wtf!!! When i step out, in that artificial boobs of mine!!! haha... Made of newspaper... It was a little "saggy" due to improper fitting, haha,... the response was positive, teachers are happy with it, and well most importantly, all went smoothly wif no mistake! Great job indons!!! Tmr the last round, lower sec section!!! haha... At last, a heave of relieve. Put in a lot of effort in this, even got sick and ticked of for missing tuition! haha...

Found a new purpose for 'O' levels, to prove myself infront of cocky fams... Haiz, complicated, somehow i'm not put in weigh by them! After all my old guy is the person who's supporting them! Wth is this, i dun deserve attention from them? Favouritism is wat i hate the most, i think everyone should be treated equally in a family. Not even a praise,but a tonne for them! this is bullshit!!! World's so unfair, to know tat i have no siblings that i can rely on in e future! God, i need a spear... Let me be strong. There's a challenge greater than wat i expect...

Mum's been giving quite a pressure to me, especially about the results. I realize her expectation on me is higher than wad i thought of. A 15 is not enough... Fine, i'll do my best, but i'm still struggling... haiz...

Jullz




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